When I am different...

I don't know the reason why am I getting so busy since I were back from the vacation. I did start my works as soon as I were back to hostel, but still, I can't settle all them down, and I didn't start to do revisions for the coming tests!

While all my coursemates were able to concentrate on the assignments and the tests, I had an extra work that is I had to prepare a proposal for my supervisor. I felt it was unfair, and I were different, but who cares? That's my responsibility!! Hmm.. It's not difficult actually, like what I thought at the beginning, but no.. It's not as simple as I thought! Oh God! It took me one and a half days to finish! I submitted, and edited, again and again, until she said "OKAY, WE GONNA SEND IT!" Theses words were so beautiful for me, because I can really put it aside, at least for this moment, and allow me to concentrate on other things. I'm left out and I'm really worry!! I hope it won't be too late for me to start catching them up! Sometimes, I really doubt, why should I put so so much effort to re-do the proposal? Will the proposal really be approved at last? What if they don't approve? All my effort will be wasted, no? I just have to stop myself to think like this... I have to believe!! At least I'm the one that believe in myself, and my works!! Perhaps, I got no choice not to do. Like others say, I am holding a chance when I try to do it, but I got exactly nothing if I choose to give it up. Will my hard works be paid at last? It's not important for me anymore, at least I have done my parts, I know I have tried my best!

Good job, Dip Yee...

Okay, I feel I am falling in love with myself. I love who I am now... I know this is me... =)