Gonna Leave Sandakan

Tomorrow I have to leave Sandakan, go to KL... Gonna start a brand new life... The life that I have to handle all the things by myself. I have to be adult soon, no more small kid at outside.

My feeling now is really complicated... I should be happy, but I can't be happy... I'm actually sad, but I can't be sad... ?? I don't know what I'm doing... Outside is raining, actually I hate it! Going to university is dream. Before this, I were really looking forward to the day I start my uni life. But now I gonna enter uni, I gonna leave home... Why? Why I'm not happy?

I gonna separate with my family, and my honey, and my friends... There are lots of memories in Sandakan. Today I went town with my honey, just hanging around the town... The feeling is weird... Oh, I leave here tomorrow... I am in different place tomorrow...

Outside is still raining... And my tears is finally rolling...

Dad... Mom... Your daughter finally is entering uni! Don't you hope it for a long time... You told me You want me to enter uni and ask me to study hard, at the 1st day I were in kindergarden.. Start from primary schoool, I told myself have to study hard, just want to enter uni, because I know you will very happy at the day I enter uni and graduate from uni... Now I did it, I have enter uni... You should be happy! and please wait for me for 4 years, I will graduate! Don't worry about me... I will take care of myself and I will be strong... Oh, never treat me as small girl again! Promise me too, please take care of yourself... I care of you! It's really, though I never express it out!

My boyfriend, I know you are so worry about me... But please don't... I promise you I will take care of myself... Please don't be sad because we are in different uni... We have to be strong! We must have confidence for ourself! I believe in you, I trust you! Just because I believe in myself.. And also I believe our love is true and will be long lasting! Wherever, Whenever, Deep in my heart, you will be there, just like you are rite beside me always! Please take care of yourself too, remember I am worry about you just like you do... OK? Remember all the promise. I will miss you! and I will wait for you! I promise! I will do that! My heart will be reserved for you only... Our love will never be end....

And my friends... I just want to say... You will always be my friends forever! You all tell me what is friends and friendship! I appreciate! Gonna meet you all soon! Remember to take care... When know new friends, please don't forget your old friends!!!

And perhaps I should promise myself I should be strong in every situation! and don't cry! Entering uni should be happy!!! Come on!! Smile~ Smile~ Smile~

This is not GOODBYE! It is a new beginning for all of us!! It's a new chapter in our life! It's perhaps a new challenge as well! We will never be scared!! Be strong! Enjoy the most happy time in uni!! May God bless...

Hey... CHEER UP!!! OK!!

Instead of sadness... Use our smile and laughter to welcome our brand new life!!!

Ok... Raining is stop now... (What a stupid weather...) See... I see the sunshine! Perhaps there is a beautiful rainbow outside there! Hopes are everywhere! Never be upset!

Sandakan... I'll be back! (wahaha~)

Mayday's "天天想你"

I love this song so much... Everytime I see the moment that 'Stone' propose with her girl friend in Mayday concert... OMG! It is really really touch!! I will cry, still, everytime I see this!! Wonderful! Touching!

It was really a Special Day!

I felt really tired yesterday! OMG... I slept at 9pm yesterday... and I woke up at mid-night and felt that I would fall sick soon... Then I quickly had a pill and fell as sleep again, luckily I woke up this morning, I felt good! haha...

Ya... What I said is yesterday! Not because of I were tired and I fell sick.. It was really a Special Day! Not only for me... But I think for my buddies also! haha! Yesterday we went to Sepilok RDC (Rainforest Dxxx Centre) Oppss... I forgot the full name of the centre.. haha!

Though this was not the first time I visit RDC... It was really special and a bit strange for me! It is because I thought that I will only go this place just because of camping activities, biology projects or school trips... I never expect that I will visit this place again with my friends just for leisure! haha! It's really surprising when my boyfriend told me at his car, "they ask us to go Sepilok!" wahaha...

We had lots of fun there! We visited the garden, seeing different kinds of plants and flower, and of course I snap those beautiful and special plants! Then we somehow like go jungle trekking.. Walking a few hundred metre in the jungle... "Climb" up to the tower, and it is really fantastic when I were at the top of the tower.. You can see the large palm oil farm far away, the pond, and the canopy forest! It was really a nice view! But of course it was tiring! It is worthy! I mean worthy to spent 2 ringgit there! ahaha! Ahh.. The most excited one is the suspension bridge! haha! It is quite "adventurous"! haha!

After the jungle trekking, we went for lunch! I don't know why the guys suddenly plan that they want a Kundasang-KK trip... hah! And they decided to depart on this Friday, means tomorrow! Wow, so rush! haha.. But I'm never surprised about this as this is our tradition! haha! It is quite a wonderful plan and I think it will be a excited trip! They plan to go KK first, then they rent a car to go Kundasang. Budget is about RM200++

However, I don't decide I will join the trip, as I have just came back from KK, though the trip is quite interesting. And I'm still headache because of the KK-Sandakan long journey! I can never stand for it again! I need more rest! OMG, I'm really weak! haha! But if not I just came back from KK, I think I will join! haha...

Yesterday afternoon, we went swimming at Sport Complex! Haha... Jungle Trekking at the morning, Swimming at the afternoon! Wow! No wonder I were so tired and almost fall sick! haha! But it was a new challenge for me again! I swim at +-2.0m deep swimming pool! haha! At first, I really scared! I felt insecure! haha! I just dare to stay at pool side! But later, I can get use of it! Really excited! haha...

After I were back home yesterday! I were totally fatigue! haha! And I slept so early last night! Before I slept, I heard a bad news... Petrol price is raised again! And my mom said the rice price is raised as well! OMG... The feeling is indescribable! Just feel like, #@%&$*... So shit! I were quickly spreading out the news I received to those "car owners"... And my cousin reply me a sms complaining that "The petrol station is so jam!" Okay, I guess it! I think not only me, everyone is @#%^&* now~ isn't it? hahaha!

Oh... My shining yesterday!!

Gonna Be Back!!

Oh... Gonna to leave KK and return Sandakan today! Quite a sad thing I didn't buy so much things in here. I have only bought a shoe!